_it seems like forever but i’m letting you go._

“i crave”

Missing u secretly is a hard thing to do.. Hoping, wondering, wishing that you feel the same way. But I can't read your mind if u miss me too.. Whatever it is, i still miss you.. 

“Never wound those you can’t kill, and never be too sweet, to those you can’t love..

 It’s when you don’t know where you stand in a person’s life, it’s when you’re hanging in dead air and knowing you can be thrown of anytime, it’s when you’re like more than friends but not really and it’s like you’re lovers but it’s really otherwise.. darn it.. sometimes you would want to wish to have never met the person at all but at the back of your mind you’re thankful you have..

in the cruel world of love, I‘ve learned that promises aren’t contracts, kisses aren’t assurance, big hugs aren’t bonds and that nothing’s permanent in this life. one day he’s mine the next day he’s insensitive. yesterday i cried, today i despair, tomorrow ill be strong..

sana kaya ng puso maging fair para kung sino na lang ang nagmamahal ng sobra sobra sayo, siya na lang ang pipiliin mo. kaysa yung taong kahit mahalin mo ng sobra sobra iba pa rin ang pinipili niya.

why do we fall for someone who isn’t really for us? should we blame ourselves for falling for the wrong one? or should we blame the one we fell for because they made us believe that they are the one.

i don’t know why we all hang up on to something we know we better off letting go. it’s like we’re scared to lose what we don’t even really have. some of us say we’d rather have that something than absolutely nothing, but the truth is “to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all”.

i miss you like crazy